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It just hit me today, of just how bad my Christmas was, my family got me sox and slippers, while my brother’s presents were over $3000. And I sold my Xbox so i could get a 3ds(xl) for my boyfriend, and guess what he got me? Absolutely….nothing.

every word of this song is relevent to me right now..

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand Don’t wanna let you go I love the way you say that I am your man Don’t understand why we can’t go on and go on Don’t understand why You don’t belong in my arms

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight Would you come back to me And even if I walked on the water Would you come out to sea Now I can’t spend my life standing by Cause even when I miss you You’re still not missing me

It’s funny how my heart just won’t let it go I just don’t understand It’s crazy how the pain seems to overflow The memories of you here with me by my side I can’t deny that you are the love of my life

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight Would you come back to me And even if I walked on the water Would you come out to sea Now I can’t spend my life standing by Cause even when I miss you You’re still not missing me

And I still cry for you And I would die for you I can’t believe all the words I heard you say And I still long for you And I was strong for you I can’t believe that you’d throw it all away

I still cry for you I would die for you I can’t believe all the words I heard you say I still long for you I was strong for you I can’t believe that you’d throw it all away

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight Would you come back to me And even if I walked on the water Would you come out to sea Now I can’t spend my life standing by Cause even when I miss you You’re still not missing me

I still cry for you I would die for you I can’t believe all the words I heard you say I still long for you I was strong for you I can’t believe that you’d throw it all away

Now I can’t spend my life standing by Cause even when I miss you You’re still not missing me

You know that person who can tell when your lonely or sad when nobody else can…that’s me

The first time I cried during a movie was…

When:

This:

FUCKING:

HAPPENED!!:

such a relatable song - Ugly (english translation)

i’m trying to smile brightly but I don’t like it I’m not pretty, i’m not beautiful Oh oh oh oh x 2 i’m trying to sing but No one is listening I’m not pretty, i’m not beautiful Oh oh oh oh x 2 why am i this ugly What must i do for me to be able to smile brightly like you? i’m getting angry again, why can’t i ever be perfect I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror don’t look at me, i hate this feeling right now I want to hide away somewhere, i want to escape This world is full of lies i think i’m ugly And nobody wants to love me Just like her i wanna be pretty i wanna be pretty Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me i’m pretty I think i’m ugly And nobody wants to love me Just like her i wanna be pretty i wanna be pretty Don’t lie to my face cuz i know i’m ugly don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you don’t force me to talk, i’m not right for you The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me don’t come closer, i don’t even want your concern I want to leave away to somewhere, i want to shout out This world is full of lies i think i’m ugly And nobody wants to love me Just like her i wanna be pretty i wanna be pretty Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me i’m pretty I think i’m ugly And nobody wants to love me Just like her i wanna be pretty i wanna be pretty Don’t lie to my face cuz i know i’m ugly all alone I’m all alone x 2 There is no such thing as warmth There is no one by my side All alone I’m all alone x 2  I’m always alone There’s no such thing as warmth Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me i think i’m ugly And nobody wants to love me Just like her i wanna be pretty i wanna be prety Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me i’m pretty I think i’m ugly And nobody wants to love me Just like her i wanna be pretty i wanna be pretty Don’t lie to my face cuz i know i’m ugly